Hmmm, what to say :)

I'm not good at this stuff...journaling. I just typed a bunch of stuff and erased it, it sounded dumb LOL. My brain is kind of fried right now. My little girl, Faith had a fussy day...really fussy..which can be soooo exhausting!!!! She's four months old and is starting to show signs of separation anxiety because when I put her down and walk away she cries. If I turn around and talk to her or even go back to comfort her she will stop. My poor two year old gets ignored a lot because of days like this and I feel just awful about it...but he'll survive right? I keep telling myself that in hopes that I'm not the topic in future therapy sessions. My parents ignored me and they are the topics in my therapy sessions..mostly my dad. I can do an entire blog site about my dad, he made such an impact on me..good and bad. He meant more to me than anyone ever has. I always dreamed of being daddy's little girl and it just never came to light.

Anyways, I'm sitting here listening to Andrew Zimmern on the TV. I'm not a fan of his show, Bourdain is much much better and WAY more attractive..not to mention his snarky attitude is much more preferable than a goofy worm eating bald guy (sorry Andrew). I watch a lot of shows that are "educational". I'm not into that dancing with the stars, American Idol, Greys Anatomy, prime time crap. I tend to go for stuff that can teach me something.

I'm always trying to learn something. Now don't get me wrong, I watch the occasional garbage...like Top Model (ANTM), or Janice Dickenson's modeling agency...gotta love Janice. I love blunt people like her. I love the diva types, the bitches of this world. We need people who will give it to us straight, this world is going soft..this PC stuff is a load!